Do they have computers in heaven? I'm not so sure, but I have a feeling that you'll get this message one way or another.This Sunday will mark twelve years since you passed away. How fitting that one of the most incredible mothers the world has ever known would leave this earth on Mother's Day. It's impossible to write to you without the tears streaming, but please know that they are tears of love, gratitude, and awe. In fourteen short years, you made the most resounding impact on my soul that I could have ever imagined. Your kindness, compassion, and sincere love for all people still resonates in me today as the ultimate goal I seek to achieve. I have a long way to go, but I have a great example to turn to.
Sometimes I wonder why you had to go, not in the "why me?" sense, but rather "why you?". You had already given so much of yourself to others, yet there was still so much to give, so much to be enjoyed by all that knew you, so much for you yourself to enjoy. You were a light that drew others in. Your sense of humor lifted spirits and your embrace warmed hearts. I'm sure it still does.
Your legacy lives on down here, through your family, children, and grandchildren. Our baby Anna now carries your name (and I have a feeling you humbly approve). We live each day building off of the foundation you and Dad set for us, remembering the great times we shared. We're getting older (and I wish wiser), yet your memory still resides in the forefront of our daily thoughts. We'll never forget you, Mom, and the words we wish we could magnify a hundredfold are "thank you".
On this upcoming Mother's Day, I wish I could send you flowers. I wish I could join you for dinner, or just sit down and talk for a while. I wish I could hear your laugh, see your big smile, or give you a big hug. Instead, I'm posting you a Mother's Day Card. I know it isn't much, but it will have to do for now. As for all of the wishes, I have no doubt that our time will come.
I love you Mom. Happy Mother's Day.
