

Being a stay at home mom is crazier than I ever thought. Perhaps I do it to myself by trying to overfill my days?! But I just want to do SO MUCH. I want to cook more, try new recipes, have “learning time” with Anna, play princesses, play with the Puppies, go on a walk (exercise), go to the park, plan fun things for Anna that will enhance her learning, sit and look into Maddie’s eyes, talk with Maddie and hear her giggle all day long, sew,talk to old friends, journal, learn Photoshop and my camera better, make a photo book, garden, decorate, finish my bedding arrangement, catch up on Anna’s and Maddie’s books, play my guitar, organize the spare room, make something cute. But how do I fit it all in? Okay not even ALL of it, but how do I at least get the dishes done?
Lately I have been talking to a few friends who are in the same boat as me. I guess I have been trying to get advice, but also feel validated by their support and knowing that I am not the only one at the end of the day who says, “Ha! I REALLY thought I could do ALL that today?” I have found we all want to do the playing, the creative projects, have a clean home, make dinner before the hubby gets home, get the kids to bed at a reasonable hour, get projects done, bills paid, activities planned, errands run, yard cleaned, etc. etc., but at the end of the day we have to recount the small moments and little things we accomplished which mean more than clean counters.
I don’t mean to complain too much, but I get in a funk sometimes and wondered what helps YOU to feel accomplished?
I don’t mean at all to say I am not happy, because I am. I am happy to have what I do, but just wonder each day, how do I make the most of THIS day, trying to get to the “to do lists,”but also enjoying my time and working on goals. I am constantly reminding myself, that being a MOM is what I want and just focusing energy right now to just be with my kids is probably more important than clean counters.
Random Ramblings by Heidi Miner. Whether they make sense or not, there they are.
P.S. You want to know how to be a size 2 in a matter of 30 seconds? Shrink yourself in a photo… it feels good. (: