So many posts have been about what we have been DOING lately and I have neglected to put some actual thoughts out there. As this is basically my journal right now (along with some other random things) I thought I better be better at saying more meaningful things. So as of today here are some of my random thoughts.
*I have been thinking a lot lately, and today especially, about how important each day in life is. Each memory we make is important and finding happiness where we are is essential. We have moved quite a bit in our marriage and each time I shed tears over the things or people I was leaving behind, but each time I have found happiness in where I was the next time around. Sure I miss things, but I have gained so many memories and experiences I wouldn't trade it for anything.
* I have learned the importance of relationships, that you cannot only hold on to old ones, but it is important to make new ones as well. I think of the song, "Make new friends, but keep the old, one is silver and the other's gold." I used to think that the old friends were gold and new ones were silver, but I am not so sure that is always true. I think the Gold ones are the ones that you keep close to your heart and that means that the newest friends can be Gold as well. Perhaps all are Gold because you literally cannot change from metal to metal... okay that was a tangent.
What I mean is that no matter where I have been in life I have made new friends. Many have been in my life for a long time, some just at moments. But the relationships whether long or short have meant a lot to me. I am thankful for the moments I have shared with amazing people and the things they have taught me.
* No matter what, family is always there. I am thankful for a great family both biological and in-laws. They mean the world to me. Being away from extended family has made me especially grateful for my little family of Dave, Anna and our soon to be baby. We have grown so much and I am thankful for the memories we share. I am grateful for the gospel of Jesus Christ which allows me to be sealed to them for all eternity and know that I will be with them forever.
* The baby inside of me is growing. I was thinking last night that at this time (in pregnancy) two years ago I was put on bed rest. Then little Anna came 3 weeks later. I am hopeful that won't happen again, and feel grateful to know that the baby is safe inside. She kicks all the time and though it can be a little uncomfortable I am grateful for it.
* We need to decide on a name. Anna seems to think her name should be Tuna Fish. My doctor said to take the T and the F and name her something from that in Anna's honor. So perhaps Tina Fey. Ha! We have a couple names we have tossed out, one I am more excited about (and have been the whole pregnancy) , but we'll see what comes up in less than 2 months!
* I am getting more excited to see her sweet little face.
* Anna is hilarious. She makes me laugh all day long and surprises me with how smart she is. She makes connections and applies things that I never thought a two year old could! She is my little buddy. I cannot believe our time just as us two will come to an end so soon. I have loved this special time of just playing and relaxing together.
*Anna will be an amazing sister. She is so sensitive, gentle, and loves babies. We'll see what happens when jealousy kicks in, but I think she will love having a little sister!
*I have been thinking a lot lately, and today especially, about how important each day in life is. Each memory we make is important and finding happiness where we are is essential. We have moved quite a bit in our marriage and each time I shed tears over the things or people I was leaving behind, but each time I have found happiness in where I was the next time around. Sure I miss things, but I have gained so many memories and experiences I wouldn't trade it for anything.
* I have learned the importance of relationships, that you cannot only hold on to old ones, but it is important to make new ones as well. I think of the song, "Make new friends, but keep the old, one is silver and the other's gold." I used to think that the old friends were gold and new ones were silver, but I am not so sure that is always true. I think the Gold ones are the ones that you keep close to your heart and that means that the newest friends can be Gold as well. Perhaps all are Gold because you literally cannot change from metal to metal... okay that was a tangent.
What I mean is that no matter where I have been in life I have made new friends. Many have been in my life for a long time, some just at moments. But the relationships whether long or short have meant a lot to me. I am thankful for the moments I have shared with amazing people and the things they have taught me.
* No matter what, family is always there. I am thankful for a great family both biological and in-laws. They mean the world to me. Being away from extended family has made me especially grateful for my little family of Dave, Anna and our soon to be baby. We have grown so much and I am thankful for the memories we share. I am grateful for the gospel of Jesus Christ which allows me to be sealed to them for all eternity and know that I will be with them forever.
* The baby inside of me is growing. I was thinking last night that at this time (in pregnancy) two years ago I was put on bed rest. Then little Anna came 3 weeks later. I am hopeful that won't happen again, and feel grateful to know that the baby is safe inside. She kicks all the time and though it can be a little uncomfortable I am grateful for it.
* We need to decide on a name. Anna seems to think her name should be Tuna Fish. My doctor said to take the T and the F and name her something from that in Anna's honor. So perhaps Tina Fey. Ha! We have a couple names we have tossed out, one I am more excited about (and have been the whole pregnancy) , but we'll see what comes up in less than 2 months!
* I am getting more excited to see her sweet little face.
* Anna is hilarious. She makes me laugh all day long and surprises me with how smart she is. She makes connections and applies things that I never thought a two year old could! She is my little buddy. I cannot believe our time just as us two will come to an end so soon. I have loved this special time of just playing and relaxing together.
*Anna will be an amazing sister. She is so sensitive, gentle, and loves babies. We'll see what happens when jealousy kicks in, but I think she will love having a little sister!
2 comments:
Loved reading your thoughts! Miss you.
I love that you post your thoughts on here. It's almost like having a conversation with you. I need to talk to you soon. I miss you! I'll call this week.
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